[ With the way Ken's voice trails off like that, he figures it's the best way to pull the other's attention again. Not that his own thoughts aren't just as hard to put in a line, but like hell he's just going to give up because of that when Ken still has a chance at life. ]
Ken. [ -- for once. Instead of "kid" or.. well, whatever have you. It's a little more effective when he really wants to get something across. ] It's only natural to be mad. It's okay to have my guts-- nah, it's natural. Even if you think a little better about it now, not like it's gonna change anything for me. I don't need any of it where I am. Or where I'm going, or.. ugh. Whatever.
[ THANKS, SUDDEN WEIRD REVIVAL IN A WEIRD PLACE THAT COMPLICATES SHIT ONLY FURTHER.. ]
What I'm saying, what I was trying to say that night too, is.. you can't let that shit control the rest of your life. Even if it sucks, you gotta move on. Whether it was by shoving a spear into me that night [ which was not the favourable option, since it would just mean more weight for Ken to carry, but at least that's out of the options right now anyway ] or by doing it yourself. Not for anyone else, but for you.
[ Don't do the same thing he did and just.. ruin the rest of your life. Don't run away from everything you still give a fraction of a shit about. ]
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[ With the way Ken's voice trails off like that, he figures it's the best way to pull the other's attention again. Not that his own thoughts aren't just as hard to put in a line, but like hell he's just going to give up because of that when Ken still has a chance at life. ]
Ken. [ -- for once. Instead of "kid" or.. well, whatever have you. It's a little more effective when he really wants to get something across. ] It's only natural to be mad. It's okay to have my guts-- nah, it's natural. Even if you think a little better about it now, not like it's gonna change anything for me. I don't need any of it where I am. Or where I'm going, or.. ugh. Whatever.
[ THANKS, SUDDEN WEIRD REVIVAL IN A WEIRD PLACE THAT COMPLICATES SHIT ONLY FURTHER.. ]
What I'm saying, what I was trying to say that night too, is.. you can't let that shit control the rest of your life. Even if it sucks, you gotta move on. Whether it was by shoving a spear into me that night [ which was not the favourable option, since it would just mean more weight for Ken to carry, but at least that's out of the options right now anyway ] or by doing it yourself. Not for anyone else, but for you.
[ Don't do the same thing he did and just.. ruin the rest of your life. Don't run away from everything you still give a fraction of a shit about. ]